since i havent been on tumblr for a while bc busy and stuff ill give you a quick update;
i suck at everything, i’m more done with everything than ive ever been, no one loves me, no one’s ever gonna love me and im damn sure. i hate my life more than ever.
he was drunk though, we both were, but what if he sees me when he’s sober and he’ll be like “ew no” :c
omg u guys, i just realized i got my first kiss last night. okay not like a real kiss but i got a kiss on the lips from a guy and i cant stop thinking about it since then asdfghjkl i was at my friends and her dads bday party and her dad invited a few guys she didnt know, one of them sat on the couch so i sat next to him and he wrapped his arm around me, we danced hand in hand and with his hands on my waist and later when his cap arrived we said goodbye and hugged real tight, he looked at me and gave me a kiss on the lips. earlier that night he asked my age and he was like “too bad you’re underaged, i would totally kiss you” omg i cant stop thinking about it, it was perfect